Its not perfect as I thought

When was the last time I wrote something here?

Uishhh..giler lama da..

Its ok. Well, I have been busy occupying myself with a new so called student's life and before that busy with previous job life.

Its February already and its 2009!

2008 was a bless and Im looking forward for things happening in 2009. 2008 filled with 'rezeki', alhamdulillah. Got a better job, better life, better relationship life and the most important, I got this KPLI. I guess most know about this. However, I have to admit because of me few bad things happened along the way which I myself never want it to be happened. Only God knows how I feel, forgive me for this as I tried to come out with the best solution but I failed. I always pray there will be a bright path to lead me to my precious memory that I could never forget. Im praying hard for it. Everything is not perfect as how you want it to be.

And the new life seems ok so far. In the beginning, it was quite hard to switch from my routine to the new life. DUlu keje shift, bangun kul 12 or 1, kul 2 or 3 baru masuk keje. pastu balik keje, jadi burung hantu smpi ke pagi. NOw, harap maaf la. KUl 6 dah kene bangun, as my class starts as early as 7.30 am. Giler! Tapi, as time goes by now ok je. tak de problem pun nk bgn pagi ke ape.

Learning life is fun. To get something of my interest which is English, I really enjoy every moment of it. Its not onlybbenefit you in teaching yet its so beneficial for you when you have ur own kids, parenting education as we really learn the development of children and things related. Somehow, I dont like the rules here. Yeah, I know because its Maktab Perguruan Islam. But trying my best to bear with as we'll only stay here only for six months and the rest we'll go for practical. The hostel though not too bad its just the washroom is not as clean as I want it..hehe. Aku mmg tak tahan la toilet kotor ni. Meremang bulu roma aku nak mandi. Tapi whatever it is, have to deal with it. A challenge to be a teacher.

I think thats all for now as a start for my comeback..bape punye comeback dah!

**Oh by the way, since I'll be English teacher..kekkeke, tak boleh la ek tulis entry dlm malay lg?..Just a thought, if I can improve my writing or anything related to my English ..why not?

What to bring..

There will be a raya potluck at my office this thursday. The PM shoot an email of who and what to bring.

I thought at first I wanted to cook. But I know I am just lazy to do that and the fridge is so empty since puasa.

In front of my house theres a stall selling lemang. Ting! Ting! I replied the mail saying that I will bring lemang.

Tak yah susah2 pk..Senang keje..Im done! Selamat ber'potluck'!

Another wedding - Ida & Min Wedding

We; Shima, Fida, Shud and me attended Ida & Min wedding last saturday. Shud tahu last minit on friday evening terus cari tiket dtg kl, salute la you shud.

We reached a bit late..not a bit, he was late. Hangin dah dgn dia masa ni. Follow kete fida, lost pulak..around 4 baru sampai. Kenduri pun dah nak habis.

The theme colour was green, Ida looked great while Min dah kurus. Malas cita panjang, enjoy the pixies.









He said me is so gediks di atas pelamin, we are like that darling! Cant help it! Kami lah kera kera di atas pelamin ittuuuu!! Muahhahah..sorry babes!

Rajinnya buat tag?

1. Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the worst?
- Yeah..i do

2. Do you like to dance?
- Yes, very much

3. Are you obsessed with someone?
- Yerp..him!

4. Do you like more than five people right now?
- I guess so..

5. Name something that you would like to eat right now?
- Kenny rogers..dah lama gila tak makan

6. Did you get any compliments today?
- No..not yet

9. Do you steal people's boyfriends or girlfriends?
- Never..im just not that type.

10.Are you happy?
- Im definitely happy

11.Who was the last person you texted and what?
- Him : last night

12.Who was the last person you talked to?
- My colleague

13.Are you moody?
- Sometimes

14.Last person you chat with?
- Ah peng

15.Have you ever tried to get back with an ex?
- Yerp once..but it didnt work

16.Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?
- Nope never..toilet paper is not practical in houses in malaysia

17.Have you ever gone camping?
- Yes,of course. sape yg tak penah g camping time sekola dulu2?

18.Do you love someone?
- I love all my beloved one. I love you people!

19.Have you ever gone to the beach?
- of course ler..I love beach so much

20.Have you ever had a stalker?
- Yer..time sekolah dulu2

21.Who was the last person to make you mad?
- Few

22.Are you thirsty?
- No..

23.Are you listening to music? What are you listening to?
- Yes, celine dion - thats the way it is

24.What do you do before bed?
- watch tv..talked to him..cuci muka..gosok gigi

25.Have you ever lied to your parents?
- Penah ..**giggless**

26.Have you ever worn your best friend's clothes?
- Penah..penah

27.Who and what do you miss?
- I really missed the time I had in previous co..I missed the raya time we had in previous years..

28.Name five things you did today?
- tidy up my room, work, eat, watch tv, mandi kira tak?

29.Last person who you yelled at?
- Shima and fida..not yell like I am mad..yell because thats me who likes to yell..yell bergossip..kekkeke

30.Future kid's names?
- Have few in my list

31.What is your mood?
- Im just fine..good I guess

32.Is anyone jealous of you?
- I dont think so..nothing for people to jealous at me.

33.When is the last time you got chocolates?
- Tak de kot..

34.Where were you 2 hours ago?
- In the office doing my work

35.What were you doing last night?
- Worked till 10, talked to him and gossipping with shima and fida till 2 am.

36.What does your hair look like right now?
- Its fine under my tudung

37.Has anyone ever used you?
- Im not sure

38.Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
- Yerp..

39.What have you eaten today?
- Ketupat my mom made before I came back to kl..its still in the fridge

40.Is your hair naturally curly, or straight?
- Naturally straight + wavy but also kembang

Good news..

I stumbled on my first email when I opened it today.

The content of the email:

Hi Janna,

We are pleased to confirm you in the position of SAP HR Consultant with effect from 7 October 2008. The official letter will be sent to you soon.

Thank you.

Regards,

M** K**, H*
Senior Human Resources Executive

N******A*****
40-1 Menara TH Perdana
1001 Jalan Sultan Ismail
50250 Kuala Lumpur
MALAYSIA

I joined this company on 7/7/08 and it was mentioned that I will undergo a 3 months probation. I will be confirmed after 3 months but it would be also depends on your performance. Its exactly 3 months and now I am confirmed. I am happy!!

In terms of workwise, the current company is much much better than the previous one. No stayback and not too much workload. The work is also not really hard to do once you know the process and flow. I faced difficulty at first since im not familiar with SAP. But now, alhamdulillah I am just comfortable with my work. Few political and management issues here and there but still I can bare it.

Its just that the environment is not as good as previous. After quite a long since grad looking for an ideal job of good working place, I think I can give an award of "the best ideal job" to the current one. Got bonus, got allowance, got company trip which I never had previously.

After 3 months working here, sometimes I just feel boring to do testing everyday and its not busy like before. Keje byk pun salah..keje sikit pun salah ..sighhh**!!

Raya pun ada tag?

Berapa pasang baju raya anda tahun ni dan kaler apekah?

As I mentioned in previous entry, baju raya saya sepasang sahaja tahun ini. Saya memasang angan2 utk mengupah pada tukang jahit favourite saya tapi by the time saya nak hanta, dia dah tak nak amik tempahan saya utk hari raya kerana dia sudah menerima byk tempahan. Saya hantar jugak, saya ckp siapkan lepas raya. Akibatnya, mak saya membeli sepasang kain lain dan mengupah pada tukang jahit lain, tukang jahit favourite mak saya. Hasilnya, sepasang saja baju raya iaitu baju kurung putih berbunga biru + hijau hasil pilihan kain mak saya.

Apakah makanan raya tradisional kegemaran anda?

Saya suka makan ketupat palas yang memang orang utara selalu makan di pagi raya bersama rendang daging atau rendang ayam. Dulu rendang mak tok saya menjadi favourite saya tapi sekarang mak saya punya rendang telah bertakhta di hati saya. Kuah kacang dengan nasi himpit pun saya suka jugak!

Apakah biskut raya kegemaran anda?

Biskut raya bukan lah menjadi kegemaran saya di hari raya. Tapi kuih raya yang saya selalu jamah (jamah je..kekeke) biskut cornflakes, almond london, tart nenas dan semprit yang mak saya tak penah miss utk buat setiap tahun

Bape banyak duit raya anda dapat n spend untuk bagi kat bebudak?

Since saya keje saya tak penah dapat duit raya lagi. Bapak saya pun tak nak bagi kat saya lg. Saya spend duit raya sahaja. Duit masuk tak de, duit kuar byk lah. Almost 1k budget duit raya saya utk mak bapak saya, adik beradik saya, cousins and some old uncles and aunties and tak lupa mak tok saya. even though banyak duit yang kuar, alhamdulillah dengan rezeki yg saya dpt itulah yg mampu saya bagi and saya anggap itu adalah penghargaan saya kepada org2 yang saya sayang.

Apakah aktiviti malam raya korang?

Normally malam raya, my big family akan berkumpul kat umah mak tok and bukak posa last bersama2 tapi since tokwan tak de and mak tok pun paralysed masing2 kat rumah sendiri unless my mom or my aunties invite utk bukak posa last at our houses. Tapi tahun ni no one does that including my mom. We all just buat last touch up utk our house, kuarkan sume koleksi pinggan mangkuk mak aku, letak kuih dlm balang, iron baju raya..and not to forget main mercun!!! thats what my cousins and me do malam raya from the previous years.

Who to tag?

No specific person, everyone..you are tagged!

Back to work

I guess most of us back at work today after a long raya break. 10 days cuti .. long la kan, more than a week cuti.

Most of us still in the mood of raya and mmg sangat tak de mood nak buat keje. I reached kl late evening yesterday. Bawak balik ketupat and rendang balance2 tu bg shima makan..wakakak. My mom packed kuih raya too.

I thought today I want to bring it to the office, my mom packed kuih raya mcm lah aku ni duk kat bosnia, punya la byk. Tapi terlupa nak bawak sebenarnye. Sampai je kat office, tak de sape pun bawak kuih raya, tak de sape pun excited nak share kuih raya masing2. Kalau aku mmg bawak tadi, mmg aku sorang je lah yang bawak kuih raya ni.

Teringat zaman kat xybase, kalau lepas raya je we all sume excited bawak kuih raya, siap bawak rendang lg makan dengan roti, makan2 sambil duk gelak. Kat sini, dah tak rase semua bende mcm tu.

Most of them kat sini malays jugak but tak de rase kemeriahan tu. And I missed that moment.

Thats the big difference between previous co and current co.

Happy back to work people!